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1315. Ain't no way

Tired. No, exhausted actually.

There are so many new things to look at and take in and the weather is super hot.

Today it was almost 30 degrees Celsius.

I'm not complaining though, life is wonderful!

Ain't no way for me to make this any better.

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1314. Just remember that

This is going to be an awesome summer.

I can feel it.

I actually have the most amazing guy to make it so.

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1313. Landed

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1312. suddenly

Everything has just fallen into place, and I couldn't feel any better about the turn out.

Yesterday I had my oh so wonderful friends over for food, snacks and a good time.

Today I'm going to Berlin!
This fall I'm attending the dance program at Kulturama (Stockholm).

..And I have the best boyfriend in the world.

Life can't get much better, can it?
Suddenly I see.

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1311. Please do.

So tomorrow.. I'm leaving for Berlin.
I found my passport yesterday (thanks dad!) and now there isn't really much packing left to do.

I hate packing.

I want to go to Berlin so that I can start nagging about how everyone should come visit me.
And.. when I'm on the subject, please do.
Come and visit me, you wont regret it.

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1310. hästar

So happy I could die.

I've had the best weekend, in well, probably EVER.

Can't be thankful enough for what has been given to me lately.

Life is finally worth living again.

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1308. panic on the streets

I'm kind of freaking out about how little time I have left until auditions and the flight to Berlin. Feels like I've been running around the house all day, trying to get things done - without really doing anything useful?

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1307. burned that bridge

I've kept listening to Jay Brannan all through the week.

He's just fantastic and I think everyone should take some time and listen to him.

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1306. It wasn't my writing

I've started my long process of packing..
I really don't like packing, makes me sad.
Not because I don't like traveling or because I don't want to go.
But because packing always ends something.

Gah, I'm so pathetic when I'm like this.
Would you forgive me?

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1305. Hate this

"I burned your incense

I ran a bath

I noticed a letter that sat on your desk

It said "Hello love, I love you so love, meet me at midnight"

And no, it wasn't my writing

I'd better go soon

It wasn't my writing

So forgive me love

If I cry in your shower

So forgive me love

For the salt in your bed

So forgive me love

If I cry all afternoon"

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1304. nightmares

I probably had one of the worst dreams in my whole life last night.
Woke up shaking, crying and almost upside down in the bed.
I could still swear the dream was real, that it all happened.

It was so real, too real to make me doubt it, even when awake.

I'm still coping with everything and it's barely manageable.

But I'll live to tell the tale.

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1303. JUST

Going for a stroll about the city today with Jennie.

Maybe some shopping will be involved, but I doubt it.

I haven't gotten my salary yet and I'm kind of broke until then.

I long for summer and Berlin. Just the thought of wearing dresses, going out in Berlin for "fika" or whatever. Makes me so happy I could die!

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1302.

You were barely on my mind, saying good bye sure takes time.

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1301. BERLIN BABY!

So, YES, I am going to Berlin as an aupair in the middle of May.
It feels kind of surreal!

At least now I'll get a fresh start and to be able to do that in Berlin is just on new level of awesomeness!

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1300. Work, work

I've been working a lot the last couple of weeks and haven't really felt like there has been anything besides work to write about.. We'll see if that changes, but I'll try to write a bit more often though.

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