1304. nightmares

I probably had one of the worst dreams in my whole life last night.
Woke up shaking, crying and almost upside down in the bed.
I could still swear the dream was real, that it all happened.
It was so real, too real to make me doubt it, even when awake.

I'm still coping with everything and it's barely manageable.
But I'll live to tell the tale.

1303. JUST

Going for a stroll about the city today with Jennie.
Maybe some shopping will be involved, but I doubt it.
I haven't gotten my salary yet and I'm kind of broke until then.

I long for summer and Berlin. Just the thought of wearing dresses, going out in Berlin for "fika" or whatever. Makes me so happy I could die!